Extremely bored
It's been a lazy day so far. I've been awake for 4 hours now and haven't done anyhting productive or creative. I feel very lazy and tired, not sure why. I tried meditating for a bit, which led me to the idea of writing an entry about this, since I wanted to document every thought, including the negative ones.
If you're a creative person you'll know the feeling. You want to create something, anything, but have no idea what you wanna make and feel uninspired. You're waiting for that '3AM motivation' to get you going, only to say "I'll make that when I wake up!", and then forget about it or feel too tired/lazy to actually do it. My mind is just completely empty at the moment it feels like, not a single thought forming.
So yea I've basically been doomscrolling mindless content all day so far.